Of the drama closet…
I mastermind once a month on Wednesday night with an extremely remarkable group of women who I LOVE LOVE LOVE. This week I asked for unblocking. Many times I ask on Wednesday night and by Thursday morning I’ve completely forgotten my request. This week though I’ve thought about it every day since – I am really ready for some unblocking in my life.
This morning I was on the phone with a good friend. When she asked how I was I shared with her my desire to unblock. She is a self proclaimed woman of drama, complete with a desire to be on the REAL Broadway (not just in her mind or emotions). I’ve admired her ability to own her stories and I feel privileged to be witness to her journey. All the while thinking to myself that I’m glad I don’t have that drama gene.
Except, uhmmm, I do. But I didn’t “get” it until today – when she asked me “what if you ‘neutralize’ any stories about the blocks you say you have?” The word “neutralize” stopped everything. I stopped speaking. It was like I took a breath that I couldn’t exhale. In my mind there was this momentary void – “neutralize” – and then the TRUTH. If I neutralize the blocks, if I neutralize my fright about unblocking, if I neutralize my stories about coming apart – then what would be the fun/point/meaning of that. Neutralizing would be boring – and that’s when I realized I DO have an inner drama queen.
I suppose most of my friends know it, but I really didn’t. In fact I’ve had pride around the fact that my life hasn’t had much drama – at least compared to other people I know. In retrospect, however, I have had an adult life filled with inner mental turmoil, inner emotional upheaval and inner spiritual disruption.
My friend and I had a good long laugh about it, it’s GREAT to grow through laughter! Plus I REALLY appreciate the new level of equalization I feel in our relationship AND the support I feel from her, the OUT drama girl, for me, the one cracking the closet door.
Thank you Universe for the gift of unblocking – y’all be careful what you ask for!
Big love and dramatic hugs,
Whoops, I almost forgot – I am EAGER to hear your success about opening doors and overcoming blocks in your life – please, do tell in the comments below, dramatic flair encouraged! 🙂